Thursday, July 26, 2012

How to die 101

"You know how people spoil movies for you? Alright, well, I'm going to spoil LIFE for you.

First off, some advice... when you die, once ur dead, KEEP CALM, if u think horrible shit, u will manifest horrible shit.. just accept it, dont think, just let go, and LOOK. or u will have a nasty ass bumpy ride, and it's only going to be your fault. You shouldn't be scared of death, because you're going to die, no matter what. Learn it. Experience it. Get ready for your trip.

WHEN YOU DIE, you are going to find out that the voice inside your head, the thing you were trained to call your "conscience" was really God. God was the voice inside your head. That voice inside your head is also "you." ...YOU were God all along.

And the voice inside the other person's head, that is also God. God was everybody. We were just parts of God, caught in time and space. Time and space are an illusion. literally. I dont know how the fuck you are IN it right now (some of you aren't) but it is not real. You will see that. so yea, it never existed. You are just part of many many "wholes."

A 3rd dimension projection of what every single religion has been talking about for thousands of years, thus, why the "ridiculous stories" never went away.

This isn't going to make sense, but I am going to tell you as straight as possible, so when you die, you understand what is going on, and you don't come back to the 3rd dimension, to this "hell." ...ready? lol:

We are all One. Right now, we aren't, but that's because we are in Time and Space. But there is no time, there is no space, not when you die. And that is where you are going. We are all going to "die." but it is NOT your death. You are waking up.

You are no longer 3rd dimensional. Look around. You can see everything, and everything fits, because there is no space, and you understand everything, you dont understand one word/thought at a time, because there IS NO time. You are now all seeing, and all knowing. You control everything. This is what humans were trying to capture, with the word "God" or "spirit" or "soul."

No matter what religion you were, you were right, so everything you did in your life, was okay, because you still got it. You were right all along. That's why it felt like you knew more than anybody else, even though u never really studied shit. lol YOU just judged your life. You are God. That is going to be your Judgement Day.

Everything was alright okay, everything you do, or will do, will be the right choice, so just do it.

Enjoy it. You have woken up. Not in the third dimension, in the "other place" ... "lego land" or "dmt land" or how many people like to call it "heaven" ...or what I like to call "reality/home"

...oh, and some people can exist in that other place right now, by opening something called "the third eye" through meditation or psychedelic plants. like, right NOW.

The meaning of life, is to experience. You cannot experience 3d once you leave it. so do it."

-Amaya July 26, 2012 time 21:02

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

The First Time I was Able To Exit Time And Space.

I sat there, holding my breath, and then it started. I felt my head get heavier while my body got lighter at the same time. All of my vision kind of compressed horizonatally, before expanding back to it's original state.

I look down, because this is my first time opening my third eye. I heard things happen fast, I just didn't think it would be almost INSTANT. I look down at the floor. There is no floor. I am floating in space. The only thing I can feel is my ass touching the couch, other than that, I was weightless, floating in actual space.

I can see more things start to swirl and appear, but I am in awe of where I was at. Then I hear what I FIRST thought was an echo, but then later realized, was actually two people talking to me. But there was only one person in front of me. But i could here 2 different voices, not an echo effect.

"Hey/ hey, are/ are, you/you okay/okay?" Not an echo, and not even in time, there were like two different people talking the same words to me, off by a little. So I look up. I see my homeboy, staring back at me, but he is literally beside himself. I am seeing 2 different 3D people. The same person, just in a different location of time and space.

Then he said "We are made of light..." I look around, and what he says, fits exactly what I'm seeing. Though, still in shock, I think outloud, "fuck it, lets do this."

I proceed to feel this feeling of being pulled back, like when you are in a sling shot. I keep going back... and back.. and back... from the 3rd dimension, immediately to space, and then further back.

Finally, I got as back as i possibly can. I an literally at the edge of the universe. "Can you see anything?" My friend asks... ...I didn't answer, because my answer sounded too ridiculous in my head. But I thought to myself, "wtf... i'm staring at the entire universe. It is all in front of me, in a big green ball of energy, a hologram. And I could see it all.... that's it, here is the entire universe, it's THAT simple."

But it COULDNT be that simple, there HAS to be some sort of struggle, right? ...but there wasn't, I was there. ... I WAS THERE...

So suddenly, I feel my body rush towards the universe that was just in front of me, like i got sling shotted into it, finally. I kept trying to figure out exactly what was going on, while this happened, but the only way I had known to think before this, was with my 3D mind. When I did that, since I was zooming through the universe, I was able to grab glimpses of images in this hologram on a universe.

Later on I realized I was seeing some of my past lives. To see the things I saw, I HAD to be there. I was the snake that told Eve to eat the apple, and I saw 2 people, come from higher dimensions, and get stuck in the 3rd, which was the whole "don't eat from the tree of knowledge." If I thought like I do here, in the 3D, one thought a time, one word at a time, I would get glimpses of past lives, if i didn't, I immediately connected back to the universe.

So i kept doing this, because I was trying to figure out what was going on. I kept seeing past lives.

I saw the pyramids when they were being built. But I saw 2 different types of people. Normal 3D people, and other people who were just like me. I saw Annubis (the dog headed god of Egypt) walking around the slaves. The "slaves" were the 3D people. And it got me thinking, "did they draw all these figures on the pyramid walls, because that's what they SAW??? ...because that's what i'm looking at right now, and it fits..."

I left and connected back to the universe. I kept doing this for quite some while, and then the movement of the universe stopped. I looked around, and realized that where I ended up at, was very different from the world I was used to.

I COULD STILL SEE THE 3D WORLD, I could see everyone moving around in the 3rd dimension, but I was seeing other things, that most people will NEVER get to see, but some people FEEL. I could see 2 existences at ONCE. I was seeing the 3D AND the higher dimensions and was able to understand it at once.

I look around more, trying not to think 3D, and let everything I am seeing, sink in. I look around, and I am seeing different realities. Different things of what COULD happen, EXISTED right in front of me. I was seeing multiple dimensions all at once. And i could see myself INSIDE ALL these different dimensions of existence.

Not only could I SEE them all, i WAS in them all. I saw the most fucked up things I have ever done in my life, to the most beautiful thing. I saw all the women I slept with during my life, and saw my children being born and being held in my arms. At first, I didn't understand HOW this was possible, but after being there, for a good 2 minutes solid, I realized... THERE IS NO SPACE here. Yes, in the 3D, there IS space, so you are seperated from things, but NOT HERE. Everything was connected somehow, because there was no space. Everything was literally one. I could see everything in something I can only describe as "energy vision." and I could see it in pure detail. I was literally staring at Atoms and the universe. All the holograms were on top of each other, and FIT, because there was NO space.

I keep looking around, and then realize, that not only is there NO SPACE... there is NO TIME. I was thinking different, my brain was at 100%, and I KNEW it was, because I have never felt it at this capability before.

I realized this, because alllll the alternate realities I was seeing, me fuckiing girls, me holding my kids, me being one with the universe, I was able to UNDERSTAND them all. I had all the emotions of all these realities, and I could FEEL them. IN TIME, you feel ONE thought at a time, say ONE word at a time. There was NO TIME where I was at, so my brain wasn't restricted to this. I thought all the thoughts attached to all the realities I was seeing, not only did i feel them, each individually, EACH was the most intense emotion I could feel.

So I can see everything, I am literally seeing everything. ...I am all seeing.

And because I can SEE everything, i KNOW everything, because EVERYTHING IS IN FRONT OF ME. ....everything that could ever happen, DID happen, WAS going to happen, was right in front of me.

I wish I could just start relaying everything I was seeing, to my friend, but at the time, I got a feeling of "it doesn't matter, look where you are at, pay attention." So i didn't explain what I was seeing, it didn't matter, because i was IN it, i WAS it.. I was the universe. ... So i knew everything..

So there I am, ALL SEEING, AND ALL KNOWING... and it's not going away.

So it starts to sink in.. IF YOU are all seeing, and all knowing... ...does that make you... GOD?

Which was a very hard idea to accept, but everything all the books said God did, I was doing it.

I looked down at my hands, I was no longer physical, I was made of pure yellow light. "In the beginning there was light, the Light was with God, and the light WAS God." I was made of light, in the beginning of
my first 3rd eye vision.

But that was too bold of a statement for me to accept, but I couldn't shake it. COULD I BE GOD?

I mean, here I am, seeing everything, KNOWING everything, i AM everything. I AM the universe.

Then I started to think back, WHAT COULD EXPLAIN WHAT I AM SEEING AND FEELING RIGHT NOW??

And then the bible, which I had left religoin years ago, was the only book with the answers.

HOW COULD I BE GOD?

And then this guy named Jesus Christ came into mind, and not his story, but the THINGS HE SAID.

" I am son of man, I am son of God, therefore I AM GOD."

I know I was a man, I was taught that some "God" made me.. but I never ever thought I was God, EVER... until I opened my third eye. ...so could the book have been talking about ME?

"I am the light, the savior, and YOU ARE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS."

So i started to think, my children, THEY were from my sperm, my nut sac, THEY ARE ME. I know they are, cuz they came from me.

But can I be God?

and I realized I was not only ONE human in ONE 3D reality. My TRUE SELF, is able to understand ALL the realities all at once. Just like you can DRIVE and DAY DREAM.

Only this wasn't a day dream... i had finally woken up...

...to be continued... .

Friday, March 2, 2012

RIP German Javier Amaya: December 13, 1982 - PRESENT



















I have come to a point in my current life, where I understand a good deal about what is going on, where I am at, what happened before I got here, and what will happen once I finally leave this place. This is what I can for sure, say is true, and no one will ever make me think twice.



I am not a human being, I am RIGHT NOW, but I am more than this. I do not fear death, as I know it is not the end. And realizing that, I have come to find out that alot of us are not truly alive right now, but stuck in a dream of a higher being. One many, who have also discovered, have dubbed by may names. Such as Buddha, God, Allah, Dios... etc.


I am not human, I am a hyper dimensional being. The very same thing that religions have dubbed "spirits" or "souls." This is just a temporary vessel for my consciousness, and though my body WILL die, my consiousness will not, it will just return to the other dimension I am from.

I am not an individual, I am part of the universe, and am able to connect my brain to it, like a smart device connects to the internet. I have access to all the knowledge ever. It is within me.

I believe exactly what ALL religions believe, just i REALLY believe it, rather than believe things through faith alone. Faith alone was NOT enough for me, I had to see what everyone was talking about.

I have seen the burning bush, I have seen my higher self, I have seen my true being, I have seen the real world, I have awoken past this 3rd dimension many times, and I have been able to exist and use my brain at 100% because I was able to step outside of time and space.

I have seen Buddha (he smiled at me), I have seen "aliens," (they said good job, and this is shamanism, and that I was doing good.) I have been in the presence of the Almighty, and I have been One with everything. (I WAS God. as fucked up as it is to say, I was able to connect and become the Almighty. Which is okay to say, because we are made from him, we ARE him, We are all ONE THING.)

I already had my judgement day, "One day, you will meet your maker" I met Him on a Saturday. No one ever said you had to die, to meet Him, it was written that you will meet him when you are ready.

Money and materialism are not in my interest. I know there is more. I have travelled without using a car. I have spoken to other beings. I have witness events in time from the past, alternate present, and future, and they exist all at one, in a hologram called "reality."

I have seen my 3rd eye, and I have kept it open for extended period of time.

I have thought all thoughts at once, I have felt every emotions possible. I have seen trees and the Earth, come to life, like Muslims say they do, once you die. I have seen the spirit world Shamans talk about. I have moved nature using only my thoughts, and I get why our ancestors asked for permission for things, like the Native Americans did.

I was able to figure it all out. Even though they say man cannot figure out why he is here, I have. And so have many others.

I have seen my past lives, I saw who I used to be, what I have done, and what I will do. Now I am just stuck here, in time, waiting for it to happen, like a pregnant woman waits 9 months for her newborn. I am here with you, waiting.

I chose to come back to this dimension, and therefore, know what my life purpose is. Which is what I am doing right now. And no matter what action I take, whether it is "right or wrong" it will ultimately lead me to where I already chose to be at. No matter what I do, it is leading me to my true self, so nothing I have ever done was ever wrong.

I am here to help others find themselves, because I cannot wake up, unless you know what is up. So I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. And so are you.

That is why you are reading this, this is not a coincidence, you can ignore this, which will ultimately affect ur life, or just be curious about this, which will also ultimately change your life.

None the less, I feel like I am lying, if I was to say I was alive. We all leave this 3rd dimension one day. I just know where I'm going after this, and it's not back here. Not this time, this is my last time returning.

So use me, while I am stuck in this dream of being human, before i wake up into my celestial being.

RIP German Javier Amaya December 13, 1982 - PRESENT.
I cannot wait to be my Self again.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The Amayan Theorem

The Amayan Theorem

This is my explanation on the issue of "is the bible the truth?" (I can make my own theory, right? like, do I have to go through someone? fuck it, whatever, this is MY fucking theory, lol This is me tellin u some SHIT, man!)I had visions of some pretty crazy stuff, like specific things that my brain told me "look, this is what the bible was trying to tell you, but you got the meaning of the story fucked up"

I saw the metaphor for "Adam and Eve" finally discovering they were naked. In my trip, it was 2 5th dimension beings being tricked into getting stuck in the 3rd dimension.

We are literally made of light. We have 3 eyes, not 2, that shits scientifically and medically noted. we HAVE 3 eyes, and u CAN open and see thru that 3rd one.

One of my friends, his skin, looked like what I could descrive like a "burning bush" ...I had read somewhere that Moses took DMT when he spoke to God as the burning bush, and I think it is a race of higher dimensional beings... i was around 3 people, 2 of them were white light beings, and the other was whatever moses saw as the "burning bush"

I realized that I, myself was God, and then everything that Jesus said, made sense... "I am the son of God, and I AM God. and you are ALSO his children." never fucking made sense to me, until I tried DMT. We are all one. if u havent taken it, this wont make any sense, if u taken psychadelics and have been able to break thru time and space, u know EXACTLY wtf i'm talking about lol

I understood that the bible was right and wrong at the same time, cuz i fully understood and saw everything in duality.

The bible is trying to describe what we, in this form, can only describe as a "psychedelic" trip, but THAT is Reality, and what we are in NOW, is the illusion. Science is all theories, literally solids have not been proven, atoms are made of energy, but we cant see energy. so how does alot of "things i cant see" make "things i CAN see?" doesnt add up. The koran had scientific data that has only recently been proven, which is impossible, how can unproven scientific fact be already documented in an ancient book?

All these books are meant for the same purpose, you're supposed to look past the deeper meaning.

The bible is NOT a literal story about All of mankind being doomed to sin because a long time ago, some chick got tricked by a talking snake to eat this fruit, u know, behind God's back, because he's all seeing, just not when that shit happened, and so because some bitch ate fruit, WE'RE ALL full of sin, so we need to give 10% of our money, and metaphorically and symbolically eat the wafers and grape juice, to represent human flesh and blood, cannibalism on the messiah, who is a jewish zombie, and his own dad, and loves everyone, but if u dont know about him, u go to hell, but he loves you, but still... yea, THAT IS NOT wtf the book is trying to tell u.

The bible is describing a psychadelic trip... events in a psychadelic world... a higher dimensional world. i mean, site here and think about it, WHERE DID U THINK HEAVEN AND HELL WERE? ..another dimension, they're no here on earth, or we'd be like "yo, hell is down there by antarctrica and shit, dont sail there, that shit aint no joke" The psychadelic trip is actually reality, and it's meant for you to remember that YOU are God, you are what that book was talking about. but they fucked it up by telling you that you and God are two seperate things.

They tell you the truth, but they twisted it

"seek God." "God is the answer" "God is the way" "God is everything"

smoke DMT, or pound 10+ grams of shrooms, and all this will make sense...

it's talking about an alternate dimension that's here, that's actual reality, and this 3rd dimension is just an illusion.

Friday, October 7, 2011

The truth about yourself (L.T.M.D. 2)


The truth about yourself

            Look, I am going to tell you everything as literal yet maybe metaphoric in some senses, to try to capture the essence of what I am going to explain about yourself. That might take some imagination to understand. Unless you can sense or see things that others cant already, and you just were to scared to say something about it, because of what people thought about you, or you thought they were dreams, that that was the way you could explain what you were seeing, when in reality, what you were seeing, what reality seeping through this 3rd dimensional state.      If not, then like any ancient religious or ritualistic beliefs you might have been exposed to, growing up, you will need to have an open mind about all this, to be able to see the bigger picture of what is going on.
            The human race is said to be floating on a planet called Earth for a couple hundred thousands of years. We kind of sprung out speratically, and in all forms of scripture, whether it be religion or science, try to explain how this is possible.  There were other man like creatures around when human beings or homo sapiens appeared. Homo Erectus or what people nick name the cave man. Stronger, bigger brain, and though they lived side by side for a couple thousand years, humans made it through somehow, even though the “cavemen” were superior and around longer then humans. But finding these skeletal proof is hard. We are led to believe that this is what’s going on.
            The bottom line is that it is very weird how humans just popped out of nowhere on this planet, and we try to explain this by making up modern day scriptures and documentations of history and events in time. Religion is a book explaining that we are made by a God. Or Allah. Or Dios. Depending what language, the bible, the Koran, the torah. These are all texts trying to explain how humans got here. These are called creationists, that human beings were made by a supreme being we call god. But have established something called religion, a type of system that profit financially off of people’s urge to want answers as to why we are born and in a conscious life to begin with. Why are we alive, what is the point?
            Science based on the big bang theory, mathematic, sacred geometry, solfeggio meditational tones, those are all mathematical expression of how this existence operates within the things we believe to be called “the laws of physics” …the way shit works…
            And some believe that there is a lot of proof, due to monuments around the 3rd dimensional realm of Earths existence plane, monument of ancient civilizations that left behind monstrous, unduplicated  with today’s technology, mysteries. Mysteries we just label and with a word… “mystery” and instead of being freaked out that we are looking at something that cannot be explained.  These are numerous sites around the world, that could not be made in the time that they were made, because they’re ancient, and we cannot duplicate them with our modern day technology to that perfection. People worldwide speculate that a more advance technology had to be used, bringing up an entire barrage of questions, completely shattering and disproving any and all current explanations of time and it’s past events.
            Regardless of which path you were exposed to in your life, as due to society’s grasp on the human mind, you are not explained what’s going on first, you are just shoved whatever religion you were born into, and that is all you know. A very one sided way to be brought up. Stripped of free thought and will. I apologize up front for any restraints on your emotions that we, as parents, not knowing the truth fully, of this situation, did unfairly opon you. I saw once how parents really don’t know what is going on with their children, and society has brainwashed humans to make their kids fit whatever the tv tells them is “good.” I apologize for the injustice I am sure you received during your infancy, we were so blind into what we were doing, teaching you these movements in the third dimension, and then being mad for moving after we taught you. We were so confused. I apologize for anytime you try to talk about something you felt and saw, and because of lack of understanding, you felt like you were not taken as seriously as you should have been.  This is my attempt to express everything I need to say to you, not towards the end of my life, but during my life. I am living this life for you two, I believe it is fair that you know what I am thinking while I am going along this trip called life with you.  So you do not hear my opinions and thought from others, so that you may see my words and thoughts I want to share with you, for yourself. This is meant directly to both of you. My personal messages from me to you. Because time is not going to separate us communicating. You can read this whenever, believe me, I repeat myself a lot, I say the same thing over and over, if I like how it sounds, so reading all these, it’ll be the same.  Thoughts wise, at least, it will be the same. This is just me and you now. No one else. I am going to be 100% honest with you in every way, because you deserve that from me, you are my own, I want you to use my knowledge and use it, take advantage of my mistakes and pain, so that you do not have to experience it, if possible.
            Look, to tell you bluntly, no one knows what is going on. Literally no one. All documentations are just people’s guesses as to what is going on. If a lot of people like that explanation enough, it was written down. But all literature, are just thoughts someone wrote down. No one in this world is smarter than anybody. Nothing is really proven, just someone’s opinion or attempt explanation as to why were are in this place we call life, and what we are doing here. Or to explain how we are here. Just someone’s idea, that got popular and documented. Man’s words. Our entire foundation is based on other people’s unquestioned ideas, we just hold and complete the spider web of manipulation without even knowing it, by blindly accepting these things without challenge or investigation.
            The entire world’s beliefs have been accepted by second hand testimonials. Unquestioned testimonials. Heard from people, who heard it from other people, who read it from a book, who someone else wrote, who heard it from some ancient culture, who tried to explain what they were in at the time. We don’t question anything, the way you beliefs are led are by which of these stories seem to be of the most logic out of all the other crazy stories we here.
            And we know all this, but this is what we choose to teach our youth. In reality, we don’t know anything, we just react to what we know and see at the current moment.

Letters to My Daughters (1)

LETTERS TO MY DAUGHTERS
(Introduction and explanation for these documentations made solely for you.)

            I write these series of letters to you both, Adrina Elizabeth Amaya, and Natalia Mia Amaya, my daughters. If everything goes as said it is, these letters will just be non-existant notations in a realm that was nothing but a memory in time and space, to us. If not, these letters will help you in your life and the journey of discovering your true potential, and recognize that you are divine in being, and you are truly more magnificent than anyone could have ever explained to you.  Hopefully, this is just going to be a story of a man, who, at 28 years of age, found out the truth about existence and the universe through a personal journey of truth seeking that ultimately led him to be able to understand all the secrets to this life, and what it truly is. Hopefully, everything I’m about to say, are things that you already know and understand. …hopefully…
            I am going to attempt to write you in series of letters, to you both, since I equally want you to fully understand my words. You two are me. You came from me. At one point in time, all 3 of us were just one, you WERE AND ARE me. I am never away from you, I will never leave you, I can’t leave you, we are all one. I am you. You are me. We are not separated, but by time in creation and existence. If I am no longer around when you read these, physically, this will make you understand that it is you who I am waiting for to arrive, and that I am not gone, but woken up, while you are in a dream you do no realize is a dream, and that I’m literally am inside of you at all times, because there is no separation between us. We are one.
            As I write this, I am fully aware that things I say may sound weird and off the normal mentality, but just know that I am not sugar coating anything for you. You are my daughters, therefore, smart enough to understand the complete literalness of my words to come. But just understand that the only reason I will sound “weird” is because I am going against what society has brainwashed you to accept as truth. Just a set of rules, that no one got to choose on, that if you don’t follow, people will outcast you and not consider you not “normal.” But what is “normal” other than following these rules blindly without question, because it seems like it doesn’t need questioning.
            And I will openly document these for others to see, so that this may help whoever reads it. If we do not reach the point where we are supposed to be, I feel obligated to at least prepare a documentation for you to follow to find yourself, while I have the opportunity.
            Where do I even begin…? …so much that needs to be said, but in the right way, so you can understand it, while still not misleading you, and accurately translating the literal visions that you’ll see in your journey to self consciousness exploration.

Friday, September 16, 2011

What happens when we "die" & the meaning of "life" (post DMT thought)

You were on your way home when you died.
It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.
And that’s when you met me.
“What… what happened?” You asked. “Where am I?”
“You died,” I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.
“There was a… a truck and it was skidding…”
“Yup,” I said.
“I… I died?”
“Yup. But don’t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,” I said.
You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. “What is this place?” You asked. “Is this the afterlife?”
“More or less,” I said.
“Are you god?” You asked.
“Yup,” I replied. “I’m God.”
“My kids… my wife,” you said.
“What about them?”
“Will they be all right?”
“That’s what I like to see,” I said. “You just died and your main concern is for your family. That’s good stuff right there.”
You looked at me with fascination. To you, I didn’t look like God. I just looked like some man. Or possibly a woman. Some vague authority figure, maybe. More of a grammar school teacher than the almighty.
“Don’t worry,” I said. “They’ll be fine. Your kids will remember you as perfect in every way. They didn’t have time to grow contempt for you. Your wife will cry on the outside, but will be secretly relieved. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If it’s any consolation, she’ll feel very guilty for feeling relieved.”
“Oh,” you said. “So what happens now? Do I go to heaven or hell or something?”
“Neither,” I said. “You’ll be reincarnated.”
“Ah,” you said. “So the Hindus were right,”
“All religions are right in their own way,” I said. “Walk with me.”
You followed along as we strode through the void. “Where are we going?”
“Nowhere in particular,” I said. “It’s just nice to walk while we talk.”
“So what’s the point, then?” You asked. “When I get reborn, I’ll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences and everything I did in this life won’t matter.”
“Not so!” I said. “You have within you all the knowledge and experiences of all your past lives. You just don’t remember them right now.”
I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. “Your soul is more magnificent, beautiful, and gigantic than you can possibly imagine. A human mind can only contain a tiny fraction of what you are. It’s like sticking your finger in a glass of water to see if it’s hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel, and when you bring it back out, you’ve gained all the experiences it had.
“You’ve been in a human for the last 48 years, so you haven’t stretched out yet and felt the rest of your immense consciousness. If we hung out here for long enough, you’d start remembering everything. But there’s no point to doing that between each life.”
“How many times have I been reincarnated, then?”
“Oh lots. Lots and lots. An in to lots of different lives.” I said. “This time around, you’ll be a Chinese peasant girl in 540 AD.”
“Wait, what?” You stammered. “You’re sending me back in time?”
“Well, I guess technically. Time, as you know it, only exists in your universe. Things are different where I come from.”
“Where you come from?” You said.
“Oh sure,” I explained “I come from somewhere. Somewhere else. And there are others like me. I know you’ll want to know what it’s like there, but honestly you wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh,” you said, a little let down. “But wait. If I get reincarnated to other places in time, I could have interacted with myself at some point.”
“Sure. Happens all the time. And with both lives only aware of their own lifespan you don’t even know it’s happening.”
“So what’s the point of it all?”
“Seriously?” I asked. “Seriously? You’re asking me for the meaning of life? Isn’t that a little stereotypical?”
“Well it’s a reasonable question,” you persisted.
I looked you in the eye. “The meaning of life, the reason I made this whole universe, is for you to mature.”
“You mean mankind? You want us to mature?”
“No, just you. I made this whole universe for you. With each new life you grow and mature and become a larger and greater intellect.”
“Just me? What about everyone else?”
“There is no one else,” I said. “In this universe, there’s just you and me.”
You stared blankly at me. “But all the people on earth…”
“All you. Different incarnations of you.”
“Wait. I’m everyone!?”
“Now you’re getting it,” I said, with a congratulatory slap on the back.
“I’m every human being who ever lived?”
“Or who will ever live, yes.”
“I’m Abraham Lincoln?”
“And you’re John Wilkes Booth, too,” I added.
“I’m Hitler?” You said, appalled.
“And you’re the millions he killed.”
“I’m Jesus?”
“And you’re everyone who followed him.”
You fell silent.
“Every time you victimized someone,” I said, “you were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness you’ve done, you’ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.”
You thought for a long time.
“Why?” You asked me. “Why do all this?”
“Because someday, you will become like me. Because that’s what you are. You’re one of my kind. You’re my child.”
“Whoa,” you said, incredulous. “You mean I’m a god?”
“No. Not yet. You’re a fetus. You’re still growing. Once you’ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.”
“So the whole universe,” you said, “it’s just…”
“An egg.” I answered. “Now it’s time for you to move on to your next life.”
And I sent you on your way.